There He Goes Again
Realised I haven't been blogging for sometime but somehow, I'm just not in the mood to write (or type, depending on how political correct you are) these days.
It doesn't need to be said that's I'm going through a rough time right now. Lots of things on my mind, lots of questions. And those who knows me understands that I'm chronically indecisive, so it only gets worse from here.
To make matters worse, things have grown more complicated lately. I'd rather give up all my hopes and dreams just to make it good again. Yet, until I get that ultimatum, I will always hesitant. But ask me, and I shall. Until then, I can't help but hang on to them.
I'm typing as I go right now. Yes, I'm not making much sense but hey, blogging has always been an inside joke. Now I'm seriously rambling, lol.
Let's see, a short recap on things lately.
Almost miss my bus back from KL while I was buying Dunkin Donuts. It wasn't quite worth it in the end cuz I was nauseous from running after the bus. Couldn't eat it anyway.
Then today I spent two hours running around D.R. Park in Ipoh, letting my paedophile tendencies run wild. Took countless pictures of little children on swings, yes I have a fetish. Trying damn hard to get that panning shot. Don't think I got it but I dun wanna bother anymore. At least I tried. Will just pick the best among the worse.
On Friday, I was supposed to go for a haircut, but it rained and my laziness got the better of me. It can wait till the next time I come back I guess. Seriously, I need to work on my appearances if I'm gonna keep that stupid new year resolution. Damn resolutions, they're damn annoying. Trust me, I don't make them often, but when I do, I almost never have fulfilled them. Here's hoping this year's gonna be different.
Anyway back to my problems all again. They just don't go away. Then again, of course they won't. Afterall I don't decide on anything! But the prob is, I can't decide. What's there left to do? I don't know.
It doesn't need to be said that's I'm going through a rough time right now. Lots of things on my mind, lots of questions. And those who knows me understands that I'm chronically indecisive, so it only gets worse from here.
To make matters worse, things have grown more complicated lately. I'd rather give up all my hopes and dreams just to make it good again. Yet, until I get that ultimatum, I will always hesitant. But ask me, and I shall. Until then, I can't help but hang on to them.
I'm typing as I go right now. Yes, I'm not making much sense but hey, blogging has always been an inside joke. Now I'm seriously rambling, lol.
Let's see, a short recap on things lately.
Almost miss my bus back from KL while I was buying Dunkin Donuts. It wasn't quite worth it in the end cuz I was nauseous from running after the bus. Couldn't eat it anyway.
Then today I spent two hours running around D.R. Park in Ipoh, letting my paedophile tendencies run wild. Took countless pictures of little children on swings, yes I have a fetish. Trying damn hard to get that panning shot. Don't think I got it but I dun wanna bother anymore. At least I tried. Will just pick the best among the worse.
On Friday, I was supposed to go for a haircut, but it rained and my laziness got the better of me. It can wait till the next time I come back I guess. Seriously, I need to work on my appearances if I'm gonna keep that stupid new year resolution. Damn resolutions, they're damn annoying. Trust me, I don't make them often, but when I do, I almost never have fulfilled them. Here's hoping this year's gonna be different.
Anyway back to my problems all again. They just don't go away. Then again, of course they won't. Afterall I don't decide on anything! But the prob is, I can't decide. What's there left to do? I don't know.
You and your paedophilic tendencies, lol. I know there's not much to say that can help to make things better for you, but just to let you know I'm always ready to hear you out if you need to.
Take care yeah.
Posted by
Anonymous |
Sunday, February 26, 2006 7:25:00 pm
panning? haha.. getting rusty eh.. try a lower shutter speed. 1/15.. do keep in touch ya..
Posted by
fookiat |
Tuesday, February 28, 2006 6:50:00 pm
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