Saturday, February 25, 2006

There He Goes Again

Realised I haven't been blogging for sometime but somehow, I'm just not in the mood to write (or type, depending on how political correct you are) these days.

It doesn't need to be said that's I'm going through a rough time right now. Lots of things on my mind, lots of questions. And those who knows me understands that I'm chronically indecisive, so it only gets worse from here.

To make matters worse, things have grown more complicated lately. I'd rather give up all my hopes and dreams just to make it good again. Yet, until I get that ultimatum, I will always hesitant. But ask me, and I shall. Until then, I can't help but hang on to them.

I'm typing as I go right now. Yes, I'm not making much sense but hey, blogging has always been an inside joke. Now I'm seriously rambling, lol.

Let's see, a short recap on things lately.

Almost miss my bus back from KL while I was buying Dunkin Donuts. It wasn't quite worth it in the end cuz I was nauseous from running after the bus. Couldn't eat it anyway.

Then today I spent two hours running around D.R. Park in Ipoh, letting my paedophile tendencies run wild. Took countless pictures of little children on swings, yes I have a fetish. Trying damn hard to get that panning shot. Don't think I got it but I dun wanna bother anymore. At least I tried. Will just pick the best among the worse.

On Friday, I was supposed to go for a haircut, but it rained and my laziness got the better of me. It can wait till the next time I come back I guess. Seriously, I need to work on my appearances if I'm gonna keep that stupid new year resolution. Damn resolutions, they're damn annoying. Trust me, I don't make them often, but when I do, I almost never have fulfilled them. Here's hoping this year's gonna be different.

Anyway back to my problems all again. They just don't go away. Then again, of course they won't. Afterall I don't decide on anything! But the prob is, I can't decide. What's there left to do? I don't know.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Battle of Heaven and Earth

If you haven't read the title, read it now. If you have, read it again.

You got that right.

I'm warring with inner demons.

Update will be few and far in between.

Humour will be non-existent.

I'll pull an Aslan when this is over.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Shopping Surprise

I was just at the mall. Wondered aimlessly for almost 2 hours for reasons I shall not disclose. However, let it be known that I was extremely pissed. Walking around continuously for 2 hours straight isn't the best feeling in the world. At the end of it, I could hardly feel my legs anymore.

As I was walking, suddenly this little girl brushed against me. I turned to look at her and immediately she burst into tears and started wailing at the top of her lungs.

Stunned, the first thought that came to my mind was -

"Not another illegitimate child!"

Thankfully her mom turned up not too long after that and that possibility was ruled out.

Next, I went into U2 to feast my eyes on the latest collection. Actually I went in because there was a big sign annoucing a "SALE, up to 50%".

So there I was, happily scrutinising the green polo and looking for any indication if it was on sale when suddenly this woman spoke to me. Thinking it was an overly helpful salesperson, I turned only to be asked a completely unexpected question.

"Can I have a size L?"

I really didn't know whether to laugh or be indignant. In the end, my sense of humour prevailed and I broke into a big grin, "I don't work here."

Boy, she ran so fast across the aisle that I wouldn't be surprised if she left skid marks, lol.

First, mistaken for a young father. Then a sales assistant. What next? Celebrity??

Annual Ritual

Almost a year ago, I did something I regretted deeply. Just an hour ago, I did it again, with the same few people, but thankfully didn't go as far this time.

I swear this is slowly becoming something I do annually. Not that I'm particularly proud of it, but it just happens.

Anyway as long as I be self-disciplined and careful, it shouldn't be a big deal. I just hope I don't do anything really stupid.