in the Loop

Got home from a long day of class. And here I am, alone again.



Just this morning I had thought that I wouldn't mind living this way for the rest of my life, carefree with commitments.



Now I'm feeling blue as ever... Sigh.



It's funny how fast perceptions change. Well, I guess I shouldn't be surprised either. They don't call me fickle minded for nothing.



And I'm pretty sure my playlist ain't helping either.



I wonder what will make me happy, for good. No more feeling blue. No more feeling sad. No more feeling disappointed. No more feeling lost.



I wonder if there is that one thing that will make one happy no matter what the circumstances may be. I wonder if I will ever have it.