in the Loop: I hate you

I hate you

I hate you for making me laugh
For bringing a smile to my face
I hate you for answering my calls
I hate you for making me feel I belong

I hate you so much
Because you taught me happiness
All I feel now is self-loathing
If only I never knew what it was like to smile
If only I never knew you

Now I know for sure
That you are not for me
But when the questions are answered
What is left to remember?
What is left to consider?
I just wanna hate you

For putting me through hell
The anger
The anguish
The years
of torture

So it's over
Where does that leave me?
How shall I carry on my life?
I'm just glad this is done and over with
But I just want you to know
I hate you

Posted by loopy on Friday, November 04, 2005 at 2:16 am | Permalink