in the Loop

I feel like saying "I feel like dying" just to get a reaction out of ppl. Maybe a little sympathies too.

But I don't.

I feel very proud of myself. I still have my dignity. But of course, it's also very much for sale. Currently, looking for the highest bidder.

Next week will be a big one for me, I hope.

Hopefully I will have something to celebrate then.

Until then, I'm going out for a movie tonight. There are some plans for the weekend but I really do think I should stay home and save money. Don't feel particular inclined to have fun. I need to punish myself.