Friday, August 31, 2007

Best thing out of Canada

After a long night yesterday, surprisingly I awoke at 1230. My body just refused to let me sleep anymore even though it was barely 9 hours.

Gave my fren a call and decided I will go over bout 2pm.

As I was flipping through the channels, Cirque Du Soleil came on, presenting Allegria. Watching it brought back a lot of memories, not to mention a little hint of the awe and excitement I felt during Corteo.

I miss her and I miss my time with her.

Ramblings at 3am

I'm chatting with fren. He's not letting me go sleep. Been deprived for days. Luckily, tmr public holiday so I can sleep in. Right now, I'm kinda pushing, for no good reason.

One of these days, I'm gonna regret it.

Tmr, plan to meet someone for lunch. But it looks like I won't wake up in time for lunch, hahahaha.
Divine creator, master of the universe, please make my weekend and exciting one. Make great plans happen for me without having to lift a finger or make any calls. May invitations for good times come pouring in.

Who am I kidding....... I'm gonna be miserable this weekend....

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Ramblings on a Saturday

It's the weekend again. Time flies when work takes up 8 to 8 everyday, including commuting and staying back to finish up.

Again, I don't have any plans again for the weekend. Luckily, I am no longer. A fren will be coming over to stay the night so I would have to play host.

So much for wanting to turn my life completely around, I'm just slowly falling back into old habits. And WOW is really not helping any.

I decided I hate my hair. It looks darn weird, must reprimand the stylist the next time I go see her.

Also, I'm still thin. Sigh, life sucks. I injured the muscles in my shoulder blade a couple weeks back and it's still yet to completely recover. I despise being skin and bones. There really isn't any other for me but to fight genetics. And that my frens, is not an easy thing to do....

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

One Night of Sweet Escape

Gwen Stefani rocks!!!!!

She is absolutely fantastic!!!

Loved her show, so worth going.

And the idiots of the nation are an embarrassment to the country.

She's as best as they come, a good mother and amazing entertainer. Practically a role model.

Those ppl who criticised her probably don't even understand her. All they did is make the country look bad. Morons!!!

Note: Will try to post pics soon, lol!

Monday, August 20, 2007

It's the Fairy Tales

We have princess kissing the ugly frog, who then turns into a handsome prince.
So we teach young girls not to judge men by how they look, but instead give them a chance cause they might turn out to be very nice men or filthy rich (modern day prince).

Hence, we get ugly men with good looking girls.

But unfortunately, no self-respecting prince ever saved an ugly princess. So can you really blame men for prioritising looks above everything else?

If fairy tales is what we feed kids, don't blame them for all that's wrong with the world.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Slow Sun

Seeing that I've yet to recover from my flu, I decided to take it easy today.

Had a fren come over for lunch. He was kind enough to bring ample food and even flu medication, as mine had run out.

We did what old frens do best, caught each other up with our respective lives. It's nice to have a good chat with friends, sometimes. All these going and going and going in life, it feels refreshing to sit down and chill for a couple of hours. I'm not not even officially working yet I've been so caught up with working life. It really can't be helped but be immersed in the whole experience. Though sometimes, I feel I'm not being treated seriously cause, at the end of the day, I'm just an intern. That's another topic for another day though.

We also managed pop in a DVD and just chill for the afternoon. I seriously don't mind more Sundays like this, having friends over for a chat and watching a movie in the comforts of home.

That's a good life to look forward to.


Sunday, August 12, 2007

Apparition

Just did some chores. God, nvr knew there's so many little things to do around the house. It's downright annoying. So much for my househusband aspirations, lol.

While on the way back from dinner, I took the elevator up to my apartment just like any other day. As the door opened, I took a step and I looked up to a ghost in my face!

We both jumped immediately. She shrieked.

And then we both realised we're looking at mere mortals from the physical plane. Now you know what poor lighting can do to ppl.......

Snips

New haircut again today!!!

Was very satisfied at the salon.

Though looking at the picture now, having second thoughts....


Thursday, August 09, 2007

E

Here I am, alone again.

No sadness. I'm happy. Happy for you. Happy you are finally moving on with your life, to better things, achieving your dreams. To find happiness.

Today, after a long absence, I came home knowing it will never be the same again. The image that greeted me looked just like any other day; messy dining table, tv remote left on the couch. Yet, the silence was blaring in my years.

I stopped myself from processing but sitting here, reality comes crashing down.

You're gone.

I'm proud of myself because you leaving will not render me into a complete wreck. You can rest assured that I will be able to take care of myself. You have one less thing to worry. However, pangs of guilt take over me, I don't need you anymore as much as I want to. I'm a big boy now.

With you gone too, there's really not much left for me. And it even more apparent now, that one day, I myself will set out and make my mark in the world.

You know how much I've taken to you over the years.We were close, inseparably close. The hanging out during the weekend whenever you're back. The chatting late out nite before going to out.

Even all my frens remark how unusually close we are when we chat on the phone.

I don't know want to lose that bond we have. Yet, I have a feeling like everything else in the world, things change.

Let's hope we both become better as a person, yet retain what makes us inherently us. The part of us that ties us together, our intangible but very much apparent connection.

I love you. Remember that no matter what. I love you.

Let's hope our paths align again.