in the Loop

I'm feeling really fatigued today. Not sure if it's a combination of melancholic songs and book reading under the rain pelted windows or just physically tired.

All I feel like doing for the next couple of days is to just enjoy my own company at home, and that of my books. Though I have a nagging feeling that come the time, I would inevitably be itching for the company of others.

I wish I wasn't always so conflicted. Can't even do something to please myself for once.