in the Loop

Beowulf is basically soft porn. Didn't blow me away. Stardust is better.

Thai Express is disappointing. The first time didn't really rock and they didn't redeem themselves last night either. Scratching them off the list.

Long Island Iced Tea in Sanctuary. Just like my friend said, a lot of 'oomph'. Made me very happppiiieeeeeeeeee, hehehehe. And yes, a lot of ppl already know that, hehe.

Murni at SS2. The usual stuff, lots of ppl, really hot. But had their two specialty, claypot lou shu fun and roti hawaii. Really helped with clearing a little of that happiness, lol.

Tonight, I'm just gonna chill and laze. 5 days more.

I got the closure I needed.

Now, the challenge is keeping the lip on, closed tight. And while I'm at it, let's make it an air-tight seal.

Feel so guilty for making that call.

No choice though. Either that or starve to death. Not really much of an option.

It's true what they say. Better to have had it, then never before.

What they don't say is the insanity of coping with the aftermath. Sigh, our propensity to sugar coat everything.

Why is there so much pressure to be happy? To always be doing 'well' and having a great time.

And sometimes when it is the people who need to hear the truth most, we put on out best cheerful facade and then launch into a list of exciting and absolutely fun & adventurous things you've done in the past couple of day.

Maybe I'm just too proud to admit I'm miserable. Or maybe the misery is only temporary - a means to the end - but the liberation at the end is truly, well, liberating.

I'm chatting with two halves of a couple, who each doesn't know the other is talking to me.

Then, I figured it out! Seriously, my instinct is really spot on. Man, I'm a genius!

with the kids.... Think my body's falling apart.... Gosh, I need a massage....

I love it!!